Dawn of sorrow…

在家里面乱翻，找到一张照片。
居然是12岁的时候去一个叫做宁明县的华山旅游时候照相的留念。

再看看现在23岁。。。
突然感觉事逝人非。
老子居然一下子就老了那么多。。。
心里年龄也从23岁一下子飚到了40岁。

12岁的时候

going on 18

going on 22

going on 23
经过了难忘的22岁，苦闷的23岁夏日。
突然变残了的林胖子.

23岁的夏天。就这样悄悄的走了。她给我留下一整个夏天的苦闷。一整个夏天的痛苦。一整个夏天的烦恼。

1、10年前に愛していた人を、　　　　　　　　
　　　　　　　 今でも一番愛していますか？　　　　

10 years ago. I was 13 years old. I like that girl, now still. But she’s not the one I love the most anymore… She’s like my first time in love and will never been in my life again. 2、10年前にがんばっていた仕事を、
今も続けていますか？

10 years ago, I was a student. I was dreamed to be a basketball player. Not im a just a stupid IT worker.
3、10年前いつも一緒だった友達、
今も一番の親友ですか？

He’s my best friend since 10 years ago. He asked for 100k from me and I don’t have that much money. We don’t talk too much anymore and finally no more contact.
4、10年前泣いた映画で、
今も泣けますか？

There were none movies that can make me cried 10 years ago,  but there are some touch my heart now.5、10年前楽しみだった誕生日は、
今も楽しいものですか？

 I don’t really hope and await for birthday party 10 yrs ago, but now I will be very happy if anyone give me any presents on my birthday. 6、10年前星を數えた夜空を、
時には見上げていますか？

10 years ago, I don’t like to watch star maps on the night sky. Now I frequently look at the night sky and crying… ——-im sucha idiot..7、10年前にしていた恋のように、
今もトキメクことはありますか？

10 years ago, my heart beat run faster un-normally. Now im lookin at brittany….same… She’s the one makes my heart beat faster then usual now.

8、10年前になりたかった自分に、
今なっていますか？

10 years ago, I want to be a basketball player. Now im a stupid IT worker. 9、10年前に探していた自分の居場所は、
見つけられましたか?

10 years ago, I was a student and want to be graduated as soon as possible. Now im still a student but I don’t care about the graduatiion anymore.10、10年前の正義感や情熱を、
今も持ち続けていますか?

I don’t care anything 10 years ago. Now I have a little passion and a little love left for people around me.—sounds so stupid… 11、この10年間、精一杯生きましたか？ I’m still alive and good.
12、10年前の自分に會ったら何と語りかけますか？

If I meet the 10 years ago ME, I want o say: You are sucha idiot.
 

Last、10年前，俺は何をしていた、
今の俺は何をしている？

10 years ago, I was playing basketball in the court and get wet. Now im working in a AMT LAB and earning my US dollars. LOL.

     My name is LIN MIN L. I’m 23 years old. In my past 23 years life, I haven’t experienced anything excited until my strange 23rd year in earth. Well, i’m not an alien. I’m not from mars, Jupiter or some kind of planet that is thousands light year from earth. So, I’m the same human being like you all, earthman.      It was a 5 pm or so in a peace afternoon. I was hitting my uncle’s house for the dinner. In the midway, I feel a little desire of coffee. So I did stop by that weird coffee shop near the

Something like getting so drunk and yelling in front of people how you love that girl. Or,something like smoke a cigrate in front of your sister… She dont know you smoke… The pretty bad thing is ask her:can i smoke in front of you. And then, puke.

Ah…it’s disgusting. i know. OK,i was the one who did all these thing and i feel terrible headache the next day.